_ sleepy.tired.breathless.yet.looking.fwd.to....

hahah. jus got back frm outside. [duh] oh wells. shall update abt today. and ytdae. shudnt be too long lah. (=

saturdae::i woke up pretty early, and made my way dwn to knc for nike clinic. i reached there and saw stan, then shannon called. there were only the 3 of us frm the b-niors. so pathetic rite. there were the jnrs too though. hmm. oh wells. the first part of the clinic was pretty boring. mostly cos we did them all before. anyway. when they split us into our teams, i was under pearline's grp. my team was called boingX6. most of us were quite short, except for the two shooters. dint have much hopes on winning. my team had chu yan, yi wei, rachel, gina, geraldine, su yin, syidah[sp?] and me. aft the clinic, i went for lunch at macs wif shannon, stan and miss chia. and guess who was there. hahah. *winks* saw [her] there, wif the blaze pple. hahah. so cute okaye. then when [she] walked in, [she] saw me, and smiled. *melts//* lolx. then [she] went to the toilet, and i happened to rmbr that i needed to use the toilet. when [she] went in, i was outside washing my face. when [she] came out, i was still washing my face. then [she] asked me, "do u take so long to wash ur face?" hahah. then i said, ''no no.. i went to use the toilet, then i came out b4 u did, and so i wash my face again. yupp." so cute. cute cute cute. aft lunch, i headed to jerrine's hse to bake cookies. they werent reallie successful.. but at least they were edible. so, yeahh. then we went to church. played for svc again. wif marissa and yew na. it was okaye.. (=

sunday::woke up reall early, but i dint want to do so, actually. was reallie sleepy. i mean, ive been trng for 3 days in a row oredi. so the tired-ness is more of like, accumalated. so yeahh. headed dwn to knc. reached at 720am. i walked super slowly to knc. stopping to look at the crabs in the canal. i saw 15 in total. so cute. haha. started the games at arnd 830am. we lost quite alot. nvm. at least we tried. we won two games though.. the one against shannon's team, and the one against sunrise's team. lolx. [sunrise as in the real sunrise. not the one that likes sunrise] i played GK for the one against shannon's team. i was the shortest GK ever. i told mary that i was gg to play GK. then she looked at me and said "good try. play all u can now, cos u will nvr have the chance in sch." played against this tall shooter whos at least 170cm tall or more. but i managed to intercept most of the lobs. was quite proud of myself lah. pearline was pleased, the team was reall happy. we felt gd. (= then jean said "rachel is like, so tall." we won 5-2. ahakz. shannon played GA for two games. lolx. must say that it was fun. i had a good time. then me and stan went wif fana, weel, and shimin to have lunch, then to town to buy some magic tricks for them to do in the nike party. so we walked arnd town. frm cine area->shaw->far east->heeren. then we headed to shaw hse opp. suntec. so tiring. we all crapped alot along the way, laughed alot alot. then fana was saying that walking arnd looking for stuff is worse than having trng. hahah. oh wells. had an enjoyable time wif the seniors.

camp starts tmrw.
im looking fwd to it. ((=

and most imptly.......
[she]'ll be there!!!

anyway. [she] doesnt like to read blogs. so im safe. unless...........

iloveher

____ pissed

there's obviously smth wrong wif the damned entry below.

arghh!

______ tiredness.satisfaction

heys! had trng again todae. was super fun. was quite funny lah. alot of crap went abt. anyway, ytdae's trng turnout was pure rubbish. 4 out of 14 pple!! *sighs* wat has become of TK netball? oh wells. NVM! here's wat happened todae.

i reached at arnd 205 lidat. my 'master' sent me there in his brand new black sports car. it was very nice lor. love it. hahah. anyways. when i reached, i saw 5 other ppl there oredi-shu, shannon, stan, manda and joce. then jan came. joce cudnt train, so we only had 6 pple. then cedar b div was osho there. all of us wanted to play. badly. but mary dint let us, as we only had 6 pple. stan asked her a few times, even cedar asked her.. but she dint relent. stan said that mary 'dint want to lose face'.. [btw, thats a quote frm mary] so horrible. stupid lah. then while we were doing ballwork, all of us werent very happy. sian sian de. then mrs kong came. actually, i prefer mrs kong to mdm khoo. she talks more sense, i guess. oh wells. i thot she was gna scold us abt our hair or smth. so scary. me and shu hui were at risk. *slits throat* anyway. miraculously, charlene came!! we were so so so happy to see her. "for once, i love you so much" <--quote frm `manda. lolx. then we made her change into joce's shoes and shorts, my socks, and shannon's class tee, and jan's rubberband. oh my gosh! it was like giving her an instant makeover. mary finally allowed us to play agnst cedar. they were happy too. (= our jnrs were thrashed by cedar.. but i must say that our jnrs have improved alot. (= maybe its all the nagging. keep it up, juniors! (= we were all geared up for our 1st quart agnst cedar. i played GA as i was the next best choice. then we started. i had this reallie tall GD. we fought reallie hard. maybe its cos we wanted to play SO badly. i rmbr that at this point when shannon passed me the ball, i slidded and split. but despite that, my landing foot dint call for dragging, and i managed to stand back uprite. so proud of myself. ((= i heard alot of "whoas" in the bkgrnd. sound effects. hah. at the end of the one and only quart, we WON! hahh. sweet revenge. (= mary spoke to us on a few things. she said that i wasnt too bad. (= was quite happy lah. oh wells. [she] hasnt replied me yet, though.
this is to [you], (though 99.9% chance that u WONT read this) i hope u'll reply me. cos i miss u calling me silly. i reallie do. and my inbox is empty.



nike clinic in the morning.
triple L still rocks. ((=

__picx

pic of me, zhuang and kerri. i look super weird. yuck yuck yuck. *covers face*

_____ breathless

jus came back frm trng. mary dint cme. *cheers* actually, she aint THAT bad larh.. hmmm. oh wells. had trng wif the jnrs. cudnt breathe properly during the drills. maybe its reallie Sinus [according to joanne] oh wells. shall start to update briefly.

friday::dint trn wif the others. was mary's 'handy-girl'. bleah. but she still made me run. *shrugs* anything lah. i gave the others loads more rest time for the circuit work. hopefully they're grateful. lolx. [she] came at arnd 6ish. hmmm. talked to her outside the toilet. seriously, i tink she's nice. mmx. aft trng. i attended the shooter's clinic thing. then aft a while, i realized that i wasnt supposed to trn. hmmm. rz was scolding me. then at arnd 11pm, stan called me to say me oso. hahah. so funny. msged [her] for awhile. then i asked her who wud be getting into the open squad. cos stan wanted to noe if her sunrise had a chance or not. blahs. obviously.. then [she] said that they all dint noe. so ok lor. then, [she] asked me how i got her no. hahah. i told stan. stan laughed non-stop. stan said 'why she so slow one? msg her so long liao, now then ask. hahaha.' which i thot was pretty true. hahaha. anyway. the open squad was having selection camp at lion city hotel. S=

saturdae::went to my mom's shop to help her wif some stuffs. then met stan at 1230pm. she wanted to buy a new autograph bk. bleahs. her expectations were so high that even bookbinders nor prints[citilink] cud satisfy them. aiyohs. we ended up walking arnd aimlessly. stan and shannon were the scorer and timekeeper[respectively] for the singapore vs sri lanka match at vjc. i was like, super jealous. i wanted to watch the game badly. cos [she] was playing. hahaha. oh wells. if i dint have rehearsal, i wud have gone to watch it. yeahhs. anyway, i bot this squared paper and envelope to write smth to kachiau joanne aft the match. went to shaw aft that. she wanted to walk arnd. cos we were still early. made our way to our destinations. made stan give joanne my 'present'. hah. had band rehearsal wif augustine and sam for sunday. it was horrible. then was the rehearsal for the nite svc. it was loads better wif alyssa as drummer instead. and wif roger to help us. ps yewlin's ideas were great. it was so rock! it was so so cool. anyways, singapore lost to sri lanka at the 2nd game. lost by 2 goals.

sunday::played for a svc. screwed up abit. then during the worship part, ps richard knew he went wrong somewhere, then he said into the mic 'sorry, rachel'.. i was pretty shocked. and the kids were looking at me. S= funny. wanted to go for the 1030am game, but cudnt make it on time. felt so bad. ))= went wif alyssa to meet charles and eewee at city hall. we joked alot abt augustine. hahah. it was so funny. charles is like, this super huge joker. laughed loads. heard frm rz that singapore lost to sri lanka in the last game. no wonder [she] was pretty down. oh wells.

monday::went wif van to distribute brochures. was quite fun. went shopping at queensway aft that.. bot a t-shirt. pic of an 'wu1 gui1'. hahah. very cute. (= silly-ish looking. bleahs. felt quite sad at nite cos ** left me alone. no sms, nothing. maybe ** was very busy wif stuffs. i dunnoe. but yahh, sad.

weel sent me a pic of joanne during the game agnst sri lanka. so cute.

alot of pple say she looks fierce. haha. oh wells. here's another that i found. but wif mary's face. bleahs. spoilt the whole pic lor. hmm. i shud crop her face out. hng!


shall go have a good rest now. aching.
nike clinic this saturdae. hmms.

triple L rocks. hahahah.

__ 2e8 forever!

stacy jus sent me this. super nice. gonna miss everyone.

____anticipation

feeling of triumph. hah! (=

had trng ytdae. the first one hour was a killer. circuit work. aft a while, i cudnt take it, so i stopped. my nose was like a running tap. flowing non-stop. cudnt continue cos i cudnt breathe properly. but i noe it was a killer cos even shannon was tired aft the whole thing. S= killer mary. grrx. stan stopped too cos of asthma. charlene cudnt take it anymore. hmms. we all joined back in when it was back to ballwork. did loads of ctre passes. double guarded somemore. blah. then the midfielders took a break. then we asked mrs tan who wud be staying over at our chalet. then she said maybe mary.

me: but she's pregnant
mrs tan: huh? she's pregnant?
shannon: yahh, u dint noe arh..
mrs tan: reallie arh? is she even married...
all of us: obviously.. larry marry mary..
*laughs*

kae we are like, so mean.. oh wells. then we did down the line.. jodd was complaining that her whole body was aching frm all the shooting. hahah. me and renee tried to comfort her. [tried] ahahaks. ended trng wif Bok spying on our trng. grrr. then mary wanted to speak to jodd, renee, stan, char and shannon. i somewhat guessed it had smth to do wif nike trng. duh.. at first she said, "irritating fat man staring at us." hahaahh! that was the best thing she said all trng. everyone was laughing.. i mean, who else.. anyway, mary stopped them 5 frm gg for nike trngs. no more JM for jodd, no more sunrise for stan, no more JT for charlene, no more LC for renee.. it was very sad. jodd was like, 'my saturdaes are now so meaningless. i might as well jus go and die on saturdaes." i pity them. i mean, they go for nike trng not just to see them, but to train. and mary shud be happy that they're willing to train lor. like wat jodd said, it doesnt affect me.. but still, i dunt like the way mary does things. stan was like ' sooner or later, she's gna control wat time we slp every nite. and charlene wud be so happy.' haahah. oh wells.
msged [her] when we left knc. msged [her] for quite some time, till [she] started to warmup. nike air vs open team. obviously ---- will win. durh.. [she]'s so cute, mans. *melts*
went home wif stan and jodd(as usual). weel went to pp to collect pics. oh wells. msged [her] again at 21.52pm. kachiau-ed [her]. i said 'no fair, u can drive. so good. not like me, every trng mus decide whether to take bus or train..' hahah. then [she] replied 'duh, silly girl.' hahah. then i started to tink. besides train and bus, theres nthg else to take home. hahah. im so blurr. no wonder she called me silly. lolx. oh wells.
i tink im having sinus [according to joanne]. oh wells. i cant trn todae. i really want to join in the circuit work wif the rest, but i cant. im so sorry. as soon as i can trn, i'll work doubly hard yeahh. this is a promise. (= oh wells.

triple L rocks. *winks*

[if life is a river, and ur heart is a boat, im jus like a water baby, born to float]

___visualized

and yes.
i saw jloo on tv.



and i saw stan's sunrise too. lolx.

___exhilaration

shall update on ytdae's trng. (=

went for lunch wif my uncle and sis at raffles city. was quite nice lah. very full thou.. they went to bras basah complex while i left for trng. had been waiting for this day since last tuesday. hehs. then shannon and stan both kept saying that 'monday wud nvr cme'. hahah. it did okaye. was so so glad when i reached knc. while i was changing into my shoes, stan said 'rachel, she's not coming. jus now they said very loudly.' [they as in nygh nballers] i felt so down okaye. waited so long for this day in vain. i almost cried, u noe. aniwaes. there were only ten of us. oh wells. looking at the nygh pple, they looked very strong. it was raining non-stop lor. the floor was super slippery. cant catch ball properly either. bleahs. started warm ups when mary finally came. she was at parkway wif her laogong[larry] when we called her at 215. she obviously forgot that we were meeting at 2pm for warmups. oh wells. did warmups wif a heavy heart, wif constant screams cming frm mary's ultra big voice. was getting irritating. i wanted to totally shut her off lor. grrrx. the rain was still disturbing us. cudnt carry out passes properly. then mary said "u better catch the ball properly ok. if nanyang can do it, so can you. it only depends on who does it better. continue!" that reallie woke us up. i tink, we reallie cant do wifout a bit of scolding. then, everyone started to catch properly. then, it was 3pm. the game vs nygh was starting. mary gave out positions. i had a feeling that i wudnt be put out to play in the first quart cos fizah was there. and fizah was definitely better than me. as expected, i was the umpire. started. then halfway thru the first quart, i noticed someone wif light brownish hair sitting at the bench behind me. jus before the nxt centre pass, i quickly took the time to turn arnd to catch a glimpse of who it was -- it was [her]. turning back to the game, i blew for the centre pass. concentrating, but still noeing that someone was behind me. hehs. aft the first quart ended, i ran to stan and glared at her. then she looked arnd, then started to laugh. that stupid stan bluffed me. hahah. i was too happy to argue wif her. then mary put me on court to play wingattack. [d u h, i mean, wat else wud she put me to play?] hahaha. anyway, i was so hyper oredi. made passes, made nice takes, made horrible passes. esp the one to jodd where it cud have been a wonderful lob to the shooter, directly underneath the pole, i had to pass a straight pass. i must have looked like an idiot frm outside. shit. i was so paiseh-ed. [she] was looking somemore!! played WA till the end. anyway, we won nanyang. (= nanyang was very rough. stan was punched.. lolx. they had better watch out mans. hahaha. anyway. according to mary, we put in 24 goals.. she said that by the end of the 2nd quart, nygh only put in 5.. which is a pathetic no.. so i tink the final score was abt 24-15. yeahh. rough estimate. oh wells. went to eat aft that. at kfc. had a fun time wif the nballers. so funny. went back to knc to play. started to play charades. [her] car was still there. hehs. was elated. anyway, while playing halfway, they wanted me to go say hi to [her]. i was pretty shy.. so i dint. [durh] then she left aft awhile.. surprisingly, [she] drove back again. hahah. they dared me to say hello. i shouted hello very loudly, then left. was very shy. stan was like, 'wah. i dont see rachel this shy anywhere else..' then [she] left. i promised that if [she] drove back, i wud go say hi. i was tinking, obviously she wudnt drive back rite. we cont playing charades. then shu, shannon and char left. me, jodd, stan and weel were left. then, the impossible happened. [she] drove back. omg. stan was overcomed by giggles. they were like, 'rachel..' then [she] went to the toilet. jus nice, i had to go too. when i came out of the cubicle, [she] was putting on her contacts. i mustered up all my courage, and said hi. oh my gosh. [her] reaction was so cute. she turned, saw me, then flashed that brilliant smile, and said 'oh hi.' oh my gosh oh my gosh. my heart totally melted. then talked a bit, then i said bye. dint noe wat else to say to her. hahh. during the conversation, i kept washing my face. i must have looked superly stupid. dashed out. i was smiling so so widely. oh my gosh. then [she] fetched lix to nat stadium where they had weights trng. then she waved at me. i waved back. it was so cute okaye. oh wells. left soon after.

had a doubly good day. rejoice.

__________chalet//

back frm chalet. tired. sick. but elated. it was reallie fun. ((= here's the update abt chalet.

wednesday::met joce and fizah at kembangan mrt station. cabbed dwn to safra bungalows. hell far frm kembangan. cab fare was pretty ex.. hmms. met shannon and her sister at the entrance of safra resorts. we unloaded our stuff frm the cab boot and loaded them into shannon's sister's bf's car. [hahah] her sister is so funky, not like shannon.. hahaha. had a sore throat, so drank alot alot of fluid. went to the toilet hundred of times. after we checked in, our snrs went to chk out the place while we got ready for their farewell inside. it was plain.. simple, but nice. me and zid went to play pool. while the others went to the arcade. my first time playing real pool. hahah. then went to look for the 2/8 pple at chalet unit 37. ate alot of bread. cos stan's mom made curry for us to eat. it was nice. (= then zid's mom cooked beehoon. yups. we had orange squash to drink the whole day. it was the syrup type. pretty cool. watched idol on tv. all of were rooting for taufik. (= the joke for wednesday was that 'whoever rooting for sylvester cannot sit in frnt of the tv wif us. u belong to the toilet.' hahah. nobody dared to root for him. fizah and rury were taking pics of taufik nonstop. so funny.. it was jus frm tv lor. so bo liao. d= i tink sylvester sang the winner's single 'I Dream" better than taufik.. haish. taufik sounded pretty weird in that song. but who cares? he won. (= hehs. oh wells. we were all screaming when taufik won. wanted to play pool, but the tables were occupied. )= went back to play mahjong. then me, stan and renee went swimming at arnd 130am. the water was pretty warm. surprisingly. hah. then zid joined us.. we composed this super retarded synchronized swimming routine. laughed our asses off. d= then we also did this comic strip thing.. ask stan. it was so funny. then renee and i played wif the slide. then some RI guys came and asked if they could use the slide. lousy pick up line.. stupid despos. *rolls eyes* we left at 230am.. went to bathe. we were all so cold. my teeth were chattering. so we bathed together. hahahah. i tell u, it was so funny. we stayed awake, trying to break records.. charlene won. hahah. then at 6am, all of us were at the playgrnd deciding wat to do. then, we decided to go and slp, till daybreak then eat breakfast. stupid idea.. our snrs were laughing. quite stupid lah.

thursday::played mahjong. then we went bowling. arcade first, actually. bowled quite a bit. drank milo. realized we had no lunch. starvation. went to the pool wif char, manda, fizah and zid. played water volley ball.. was so funny. manda said i was being dramatic, as usual. watever. barbecue time. i mus say that stan can start a fire reallie well. she did it all by herself, then we were laughing at the pple nxt door. barbecued loads of food until debre told us to stop barbecuing and eat. qin wei was miss sexy voice. hahah. cos of her sore throat. her voice was so cute, and sexy okaye. (= i kept asking her to speak to me so that i could hear it. hahah. so cute. lols. roasted marshmallows.. snrs went swimming while the jnrs went to play ping pong. noraida came. ((= complained abt mary and her trngs. haish. oh wells. watched waterboys. fell aslp while watching.

friday::left chalet reluctantly. ate wif the snrs at macs. went home wif debre. *sigh* we've jus lost a bunch of fun pple. i reallie want to cry liao. goona miss them loads.

monday's cming! ((= we're playing agnst NYGH at KNC.. yayys! can see [her]. i'll definitely play hard. and well. ((=